going back to zero again x((((

       

          Okay. When was the last time that I posted something emotional(?)? I suppose, that was on December huh?Great! It has been almost three weeks. But, I'm feeling something wrong again since last Thursday. I feel sad. I feel insecure. I feel, uh, I don't know. It's a circus of emotions. I am feeling 'feelings' for no apparent and sensible reason. x(

          I was regaining everything-- happiness, etc.-- then suddenly, after a month, everything's going back to zero again.

          This is abnormal. I'm afraid I'll be needing a psychologist (laughs) to be able to deal with this 'emotional problem/depression' (yeah. I call it emotional problem/depression.just don't mind it.).

          But, how long will this one take? Three days? Three weeks? Three months? x(
Am i the only one going through this? But why?!


          I'm gonna get through you.

          And prayers may help. No. They, surely, will help. :)

         It'll just take time and a little help from friends and love one. (uh. composing myself)